At the moment, I have two wishes...
My first wish is that I could turn back time to 2010 and come with Alex and my dad to Canada instead of waiting till 2011. So many things would have changed... I would probably be in at least grade 12 at the moment, I would probably be dating some Canadian girl and the most important part, I wouldn't have gotten together with Wern and we would have moved on from each other already. Yea, we wouldn't have gone through the year together, that amazing year with her... BUT!!! Our hearts wouldn't be so tangled up right now...
If that had happened, my second wish is that she found another guy who has all my good qualities as well as a better version of my not so good qualities and most importantly, that he would not have any intentions of leaving Malaysia away from her sight... I remember telling myself that seeing her smile is one of the best experiences ever, and even if she was going to reject you for some other guy, I would be happy just to see her happy...
You have no idea how much you love someone until you lose them. A year and a month of happiness, 4years and 4 months taken to forget and let go... Sigh... Yea,she is still is the 2nd owner of my heart..
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