It may be the time they have dinner, it may be a button that controls nuclear power, but one thing's for sure,  everyone has at least one thing that is under their control. Without that, we feel powerless, that's when you turn to God. Sadly, that's one of the main reason why we turn to Him.

Personally, I hate it when things can't be controlled. Things, not people. Situations as well. I hate it when I have no choice but to go to Canada to study, when my parents force their parental power on me, when my girlfriend puts down a call halfway through an argument(can't always blame her for doing it though), + a few more things that I can't remember. Thing I hate most is that I have to study here in Canada. Honestly, it sucks... 14C below 0 at the moment, and it supposed to be worst!! Everyone tells me how lucky I am that it's a mild winter. Nonsense... If I really were lucky, I would be back home in Malaysia. The worst part about it is that coming to Canada affects others as well. Actually, one other, my little girl Huey... 

The only good thing I can see about coming here is that we get to place our relationship in God's hands. One thing that we were too distracted to do when we were together in Malaysia because of the time we had left before I moved. The only problem is when one of us turns away from God, the relationship will struggle. In the end, when one turns away and loses faith in God, both suffers. The word sadness fails to describe the extent of what the other feels. It's like sorrow, helplessness and a feeling of hopelessness combined. All you can do now, is trust in God and pray for the other.

Some verses that encouraged & reminded me.

Psalms 55

 ²² Cast your burden on the LORD,
         And He shall sustain you; 
         He shall never permit the righteous to be moved.

at first I only remembered Matthew 7:13, but it seems that it has a lot of nice verses that applies to me there. Here's the basic outline.

Matthew 7

 ¹ “Do not judge, or you too will be judged.

  ⁷ “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.

¹³ “Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it.

¹⁵ “Watch out for false prophets. They come to you in sheep’s clothing, but inwardly they are ferocious wolves.

 ²¹ “Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven.

Anyway, it's already 5.4o here, gonna sleep already. Ciao. ;)